so I’ve this pal from faculty, again then, he wasn’t coping with me proper, you already know, ignoring me for weeks, not choosing up, seeing me and avoiding me. I used to say that it might move as we develop up collectively, however then that occurred: he had this examination that he needed to move to graduate from faculty. that was an English course which I used to be serving to him each time he wanted me to all through the years.
when the grades had been purported to be out, I messaged him to know. he advised me he failed. so I believed I’ll take just a few hours to consider what I ought to say, after which I messaged him earlier than I sleep and advised him “possibly its an opportunity to enhance bluh bluh”. these days between his examination and the grades popping out, I used to be very anxious and wasn’t all the time feeling “impartial”.
the following day I get up to his message and he says: “oh I used to be joking, I handed” so I felt like, why would you lie ? I helped you a number of occasions with that topic and I used to be right here everytime you wanted me. why not atleast share the happiness with me ? as an alternative, you lie ? it was that point that I knew that we’re performed and I’ll ignore him. that was again in June 2019. to this present day I am avoiding him. he makes me so nervous and anxious, and I do not really feel secure anymore. I’ve seen him solely twice on this time interval and I want him one of the best, however I do not need to know him. so am I dangerous for feeling like this?
what is going on now’s, I’ve that pal, we actually love and look after one another. however he has been bizarre for SO lengthy and he would not say if there’s something dangerous occurring. everytime I name him, he would not reply. after which he calls later. I am afraid that that is
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as a result of I by no means actually meant to hurt him in something throughout my life. I am so unhappy